2010. 07 16 RESPECT

自問都唔係一個善男信女，但今次..... 真係火起~~!! 原本收工見到落雨都唔想坐電車呀啦，但係又唔想係落緊雨時行咁遠而沿途又係勁多人的地方，所以.....都係照坐~~!!

本來都相安無事架，去到銅鑼灣時仲突然大雨起上黎，有個好心的男人，雖然佢落車，但都幫手 close the window~!! then i said thanks to the guy~!! Cos i really get wet due to the tram moving and nobody have tention to close the window!!! After the man, Woman A sit down, and she try to open a little bit window, but outside is super HEAVY raining~~!!!! what is the result?? My bad and my body of right hand side is all wet!!! SHIT~!! I really want to open my umbella~! why i need to suffer due to Woman A open the window??? why??? I dont want being wet law~~!!!!!!!

cos im nearly get off the tram so i go downstair~~ what amazing stuff keep on happen~!! Im cleaning up my bag when im in lower deck~~ and Woman B is stand very closely to me. And due to my bag, she didn't saw im pregant woman. I said to her "i'm get off the tram too." "Just the tram move so I move, i didn't touch you~!" said by Women B. You didn't touch me??? You already step my toes~~!!!!! this mean u didn't touch me?? U didn't feel it doesnt mean the fact didn't happen!!!! I said " you step on my toes." "NO" said by Women B. Ok fine, i just want to keep on listen to my MP3 and hope u can shut your mouth!! so i didn't reply her~~!! but she keep on speaking~~~!!!! my temper was loss at that moment, ok fine, i said "SORRY!!" to her and then i keep on said "I dont really understand why i need to say sorry to someone who step my toes!!!!!!" "Cos I dont allow they step on my toes?"

this is not the end~! this is just the start~~!! the following conversation make me feel angry and not being respect!!

女人乙: "唔知係男人的話，唔知又會點呢?
我 (極度忍住把火): "我會大叫非禮!!"
女人乙: "仲以為你會撲埋去添~!!!" "我都係咁教我個女!"

這一刻的我...............極想大巴大巴咁打落去佢度~~~!!! what a shit talking???? and u said u teach ur daughter the same??? O REALLY~~!!! i can't imagine~~!!!!!! i really feel amazing!!!! u can said such words from your mouth, but u know to teach the normal reaction to ur daughter??? did u know what are u saying?? what fucking dame speaking you are???

Luckily the tram is arrived! I can get off and stop this shit conversation!!!! "O shit, what kind of ppl are?? U will teach ur daughter like this?? So amazing!!!! I can't believe law!! u know how to teach ur daughter, then I wish you GOOD LUCK~~!!!" said by me during i get off the tram and walking to the bridge.

i'm really really angry about this!! not due to being blame unreasonable, the most important is i'm not being respect!!! Even Woman A, i dont think she know how to respect others~!! nobody want to being wet. I understand the air is little when all the windows are closed. At least for me, I prefer less air rather than wet!!!! No need to say Women B!! I really want to ask her, did u know what is respect?? Ok, even im not respect you at the initial stage, but u dont need to said such words to me~!!

what is next generation? will they know RESPECT others?

2010.07.10 Check Up~

經過五個星期，今日又係見 baby 的大日子啦~~ 雖然今次係 regular check up，但都好想見吓佢呀嗎~~!!!!!

這個五個星期真係神奇，點睇都唔明，我會重咗 9 磅!!!! 係呀，係 9 磅呀~~~~ 我完全找唔到這 9 磅去咗邊囉~~!!! 連醫生都笑我~~~ 笑我收埋收埋 d 脂肪係見唔到的地方，就好似腸咁囉!!! >< 其實咁大個女，完全冇諗過可以一星期重 2 磅~!! 我一向同體重冇緣!!! 瘦就易，想重呀........難囉~~~ 估唔到家陣可以咁..........好彩，醫生建議我食少 d 碳水化合物的食品，好似飯、麵咁，食多 d 高纖的食品，好似菜 "梗"、麥皮咁..........聽到麥皮我就扁晒咀囉~~!!! or 我可以行多 d，當做運動~!!! 好彩.......未話要限制分量 jei~~~ 如果限埋....我諗我的日子會好苦囉!!!!!!!! :><:

到今日的主角，baby 出場~~!! baby 今日..........只可以用曳曳黎形容!! 不過我用咗怕羞~~ 哈~~ 因為今日醫生專登開個 4d 俾我哋睇吓 baby~~ 但點知 baby 就不停咁擰轉面，唔俾我哋睇之餘，仲打咗我幾吓........有一下連醫生都睇到，係手 + 腳一齊打!! 痛到我呢......... 打完我咪繼續縮囉......縮縮吓又打囉.......直至我哋放棄，佢就唔打我囉~~!!! 你話你係咪曳曳呀~~ 連醫生都冇你乎呀~~ 不過.......你打我的罪證，醫生已經拍低咗........ 等你第日大咗再俾返你睇啦~~!!!

2010.07.09 剪髮~

yeah~~~!!!! 終於都剪短晒 d 頭髮啦~~~~~~~~ 輕晒又冇咁熱喎~~!!! 早知係咁，一早找阿 belle 剪啦~~ 唔洗晒多我一次錢呀~~!! (不過................好似係二少俾架喎..........)

不過今日真係辛苦晒 ophe 啦~~ 要你等咁耐........ >< 不過最辛苦你的係........等咗咁耐之後，仲要等............位食飯~~~ 因為周圍都太多人的關係，我哋決定去咗柯士甸道附近的韓國餐廳~!!

味道呀..........都係味家好味 d 囉~~!!! 點解個牛肉鍋係冇麵 or 飯跟架??!! extra order 仲要等到水都乾才到麵...........玩野呀?!!!!! 仲要問個麵係咪放落去........唔放落水唔通就咁食?? ?_?

點解味家 close down 架~~ 我好掛住你呀~~~ 你會唔會係某地方開咗架?? 有人知道唔該通知聲~~ 我要去~~~~~~~~~~~~~

2010.07.08 Octave 柯廸夫 2

哈哈哈~~ 唔知點解想分開兩篇寫~~

之前都聽過預言書，但成日都唔記得係 kenny 唱的~~ 直到聽到軒仔唱~! sorry，這首歌佢好應該自己黎返黎唱~~!!! 雖然 kenny 唔係唱得差，但..........同軒仔比，係冇得比囉~~~!!!!!!! 又再一次證明，作曲人自己唱返係最好聽架~~!!! :p

Ivana，真係好甜..........把聲~~~!!! 睇完發現有 d 歌今次隻碟冇 gei~~~ 找找找~~~ 原來係上一張唱片 gei........要返屋企找吓先~~~ 應該有架~~ 要 load 返落 i-pod 到聽返夠本才得~~!!!!!

阿祖........你仍然係咁 charm~~ 但你今次............真係最突出係你啦~~ 竟然謝幕時甩褲?! 真係最搶鏡係你啦~~ 不過我相信你唔係有心咁做的~~!! 不過下次要小心 d 啦~~!!

2010.07.08 Octave 柯廸夫

<柯廸夫 Octave>，一個關於聲音的故事。描述一群已習慣以虛假的聲音，甚至不發聲去生活的廿幾歲城市人，重遇喉嚨生繭不能唱歌的中學音樂教師，才終於記起自己已逐漸失去的真正聲音......。一個仕集合爆笑與感動的音樂劇，讓觀眾在生活、愛情、友情上的無奈感得到共鳴。

柯廸夫，Octave，音樂上的「八度音階」。
就似人生，若你只敢將聲音游走於一個 Octave，當然平穩過渡。
你敢將你的音域擴闊到二個，甚至三個 Octave 嗎?
生活自此會如履薄冰，容易走音，
但人生才會變得悅耳有意思。

"今次 <柯廸夫>這個戲要談的，可能只是一個老掉牙的夢想精神，當中不乏幼稚，無聊與天真，但回想一下，當我們步入成年，失去童真，失去夢想的同時，失去的東西可能更加多，更加沈重。如果生命需要動力，名利只會是一時之快，最能撼動心靈的，我相信就是最純淨的善和愛。回溯過去，我們一定曾經擁有過，或多或少都不能否定，除非你選擇逃避承認她們的存在。因為，要存沒有計算，亦不能估量測度的善良，實在需要更大的勇氣。" fm 導演 ~ 司徒慧焯 的話~

很現實的一套劇!!! 中學時充滿幻想，對自己有興趣的事可勇往直前，完全冇諗過 "失敗" 這兩個字~~!! 當事情發生後，又係咪可以承受 "失敗" 所帶黎的痛苦?? 人大了，出黎社會工作，又係另一回事，當初的夢想、熱情，已拋於腦後，換黎係為生活忙碌、煩惱、為現實低頭，有時仲低到連尊嚴都可以放底?? 這是否又代表正常??

小寶所演的老師，好明顯係一般的老師 / 家長的諗法，以為自己做的野，就係為下一代好.........請問一句，有冇認真咁諗過，係咪真係為佢哋好?? 小時候，冇受過挫折，到出黎做野的時候，又有冇能力承受挫折、失敗及壓力?? 又有冇能力去解決這 d 問題?? 太保護佢哋，又係咪一件好事??

Ivana、軒仔、阿祖、阿 dee 同媚 e，學生時代充滿幻想，覺得自己有能力係話劇比賽中通殺~~ 哈哈~~~ 自以為是，目中無人，咪就係這 d 囉~~ 但又係咪一件壞事?? 我又唔覺喎~~ 起碼係讀書時發現 / 跌低，好過大咗才受~~ 未必人人受得住架~~!! 不過家陣 d 年青人...........唔敢講，或者會選擇自殺都唔定~~
長大後的佢哋.........為咗生活，放棄夢想，每日為兩餐、為家庭、為名利而工作，但佢哋的生活快樂嗎?? 我唔知道........因為小寶的事，令佢哋重拾返夢想，過咗一段精彩的生活，起碼冇再帶住個遺憾生活呀~

你呢.........你的夢想係邊呀?? 係咪又同其他人一樣，只羨慕別人的成就?? 但從來冇諗過人哋的付出同堅持?? 人生就係由成功同失敗所組合成的。一次的成功 / 失敗唔代表永遠，最重要係個過程我哋付出咗幾多~~ 這個我覺得比較重要~!! 為咗重要的事付出過，才叫人值得讚賞，那怕只是失敗的結果!! 人生要有喜有悲，有苦有樂，才叫完整。

完場時，我個腦係諗起五位大叔~~!! 係........又係五月天~~ 佢哋係好切合 "柯廸夫" 這個名~~ 佢哋仍然好努力咁係佢哋的音樂上努力，為佢哋的夢想努力~~!!! 雖然我這刻，已經忘記咗細時的夢想，但見住佢哋五位，我會有動力為自己的生活而努力，起碼我唔係行屍走肉咁返工放工先啦~~~~

2010.07.07 嚇親~

之前一日已經發夢俾烏卒卒咬到，嚇醒咗............點知.........今朝............

今朝一早起身，係未完全瞓醒的狀態下去執返 d 眼耳口鼻。但點知~~~~~~ 今朝唔知邊個咁多手.......定係昨晚邊個咁冇手尾，拎開咗烏卒卒個 cover 喎~~~~ 佢今日又勁活躍........係咁好努力咁想爬出黎............我又有帶眼鏡，搞到我都睇唔真佢爬到邊~~~

亦因為佢咁活躍，不論我去 vv 或者刷牙時，雙眼係冇離開過佢.........因為我真係好怕佢.......好怕被佢咬!!!!!! 但漱口時........冇法啦........點知就係這一陣.........佢已經成功地將佢雙手 & 頭放咗係箱邊...........好彩的係.........佢唔夠力結果反身!!!! 我立即九秒九咁拎個 cover 放返係箱面..........希望佢會冷靜 d............ 我就爭取這少少時間洗面 & 衝返入房!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

講真一句，我住越唔順心、越冇安全感啦，幾時搬得走呀?????????????????????????

2010.07.01 赤柱遊~

二少出完 trip 返港的假期就係陪大當家兩老飲茶 + 去赤柱睇 bb 衫~~~!!! hohoho~~~~~ 只可惜兩老唔得閒，如果唔係一定拉埋兩老一齊去~~!!!

先係灣仔飲完下午茶，再去赤柱受刑~~~~~ 嘩~~~ 點解我會擇今日架~~~~ 熱到溶啦~~~ 不過好好彩的係........... d 衫仔好靚 & 好平囉~~~!!! wakkakakaaa~~ 我哋 total 買咗 8 件衫，5 件短的，3 件長的，total 都係 2xx....... 為返都係 3x 一件........yeah~~~!!! 如果 bb 樣樣野都咁平就好囉~~!! ><

今個月 bb 的 quota 就用晒啦，下月都冇 quota 去買衫啦~~~ 因為 8 月有 bb 展，應該要買埋其他的物件啦...........唔知今次可唔可以買到張 high chair 呢??????