某人話要貼張全家幅係屋企，有鈿鈿，有霑霑的，問我好唔好。當我答唔好的時候，有人同我講，我姓陳，佢姓陳，係咪貼一張全家幅都唔得??
我係唔想呀~~ 1, 我唔想日日都見到你老豆個樣!! 2, 一家人....乜唔係指我哋 3 個咩?? 連一張 3 個人一齊的相都冇，點解要放一張咁多人架?? 3, 點解只係得姓陳，姓戴呢?? 有冇諗過!!
佢姓陳就咩都係陳家的野，咁我呢?? 咁不如我搬走留返間屋俾你同霑霑啦~~ 好唔好?? 搬咗咁耐，有冇諗過幫我搬 d 野上去?? 有冇諗過留返 d 位俾我用?? 我覺得冇囉~~ 你成日話仲有好多吉位，你有冇諗過放埋我 d 野之後，仲有冇吉位??
我聽到你咁講...... 我個心好痛好傷..... 你知唔知??
2010年10月17日星期日
小小文出世啦~~~
一早七點幾突然開始有 d 想去廁所，點知.....都係去唔到.....心諗.... 唔係生得呀?? 點知一返上床有耐，覺得個肚被小小文踢咗一野.... 跟住 feel 到下半身濕濕地，一睇... 見紅 wo~~ 第一時間打話俾大小姐，希望佢未出門口，可以幫手找的士去醫院啦~~ 點知....找唔到喎~! 跟住咪找小文啦，佢已經去到中環啦，返唔到黎.... 只好通知大當家一聲，我就 call 999 囉~!!! 跟住收到大當家電話話找到大小姐，結果就由大小姐陪我入院囉~!!!
一路由 call 車到入到醫院時，已經每 5 分鐘痛一次，心諗... 要痛幾多個鐘才生得呢?? 未辦好手續時，好肚餓.... 想食野.... 姑娘話未 check 完.... 唔俾食.... >< 到見到醫生時，一話食得.... 好似咩咁.... 立即食咗才算..... 痛都唔理啦~~~ 檢查完之後，已經開始 2-3 分鐘一次，不過有時又成 8 分鐘才痛一次.... 不過慢慢越黎越痛，條腰仲痛到呢~~ 想拆咗佢出黎!! 慢慢越痛就越唔可以用呼吸黎 relex.... 仲勁想用力柯佢出黎添~~ 見到對面床果個插晒機，又好似痛過我都未入得產房，心諗.... 咪有排痛?! 可唔可以開刀呀?? 我忍唔到痛啦~~
亦因為頂唔順，開始大叫起黎~~ 亦都因為我叫，才有人理吓我~~ 點知姑娘一睇.... 就話 4 度囉~~ 要立即換衫去產房!! 當時第一時間話要打電話俾老公同埋飲水..... 不過... 冇人俾水我~ >< 換衫咗手術袍之後，姑娘話被返件病人衫，費事我走光囉~~ 但當時我實在太痛啦~~ 所以我只係講咗句：唔理啦!!!
話返轉頭，打電話俾老公時，因為太痛的關係，只係話俾佢知我入產房，至於係邊座幾樓.... 完全冇講..... 不過這 d 都唔係咁緊要，我最怕係打唔到俾佢~~
入到產房叫你聞氣..... 因為太痛.... 痛到唔記得聞... 亦都因為佢哋太忙啦~~ 所以態度兇狠，所以好快知道幾時要聞，幾時要停!! 初初因為唔識用力，所以都生得幾辛苦.... 亦因為咁...小文趕到黎時，小小文只係出咗個頭仔.... 爹爹黎到，可以專心努力咁生啦.... 但唔知點解，突然間個喉嚨咳咗 d 野出黎... 我以為係啖，冇立即吐出黎，點知原來有血慢慢咁流出黎。醫護人員以為我咬損咗咀唇，又冇喎..... 跟住就叫我吐出黎，點知~~ 原來係一舊血啖!! 所有人以為我咬到條脷，伸出黎，又冇事!! 其實起身到這一刻，我一啖水都冇飲過~~ 又係度叫叫叫.....或者因為咁....叫損咗個喉嚨啦~~
咳咗出黎舒服晒，繼續專心用力推小小文出黎~~ 但點知用錯力，俾醫護人員兇我，話我再係咁亂黎的話.... 唔生啦，去開刀啦~~ 太危險啦!! 一聽到咁.... 立即怯一怯.... 痛咗咁耐才話去開刀，咪玩啦~~~ 努力找返度力先~~ 跟住又聽到醫護人員話小小文俾臍帶纏實，我又聽唔清楚纏住咩，所以用力一推..... 小小文就出咗黎啦~!! 係我 feel 到有舊野出咗黎的同時，我 feel 到個肚暖暖地..... 我果刻終於知道生仔係點架啦~~~
小小文於 2010年 10 月 14 日出世啦~~~~
一路由 call 車到入到醫院時，已經每 5 分鐘痛一次，心諗... 要痛幾多個鐘才生得呢?? 未辦好手續時，好肚餓.... 想食野.... 姑娘話未 check 完.... 唔俾食.... >< 到見到醫生時，一話食得.... 好似咩咁.... 立即食咗才算..... 痛都唔理啦~~~ 檢查完之後，已經開始 2-3 分鐘一次，不過有時又成 8 分鐘才痛一次.... 不過慢慢越黎越痛，條腰仲痛到呢~~ 想拆咗佢出黎!! 慢慢越痛就越唔可以用呼吸黎 relex.... 仲勁想用力柯佢出黎添~~ 見到對面床果個插晒機，又好似痛過我都未入得產房，心諗.... 咪有排痛?! 可唔可以開刀呀?? 我忍唔到痛啦~~
亦因為頂唔順，開始大叫起黎~~ 亦都因為我叫，才有人理吓我~~ 點知姑娘一睇.... 就話 4 度囉~~ 要立即換衫去產房!! 當時第一時間話要打電話俾老公同埋飲水..... 不過... 冇人俾水我~ >< 換衫咗手術袍之後，姑娘話被返件病人衫，費事我走光囉~~ 但當時我實在太痛啦~~ 所以我只係講咗句：唔理啦!!!
話返轉頭，打電話俾老公時，因為太痛的關係，只係話俾佢知我入產房，至於係邊座幾樓.... 完全冇講..... 不過這 d 都唔係咁緊要，我最怕係打唔到俾佢~~
入到產房叫你聞氣..... 因為太痛.... 痛到唔記得聞... 亦都因為佢哋太忙啦~~ 所以態度兇狠，所以好快知道幾時要聞，幾時要停!! 初初因為唔識用力，所以都生得幾辛苦.... 亦因為咁...小文趕到黎時，小小文只係出咗個頭仔.... 爹爹黎到，可以專心努力咁生啦.... 但唔知點解，突然間個喉嚨咳咗 d 野出黎... 我以為係啖，冇立即吐出黎，點知原來有血慢慢咁流出黎。醫護人員以為我咬損咗咀唇，又冇喎..... 跟住就叫我吐出黎，點知~~ 原來係一舊血啖!! 所有人以為我咬到條脷，伸出黎，又冇事!! 其實起身到這一刻，我一啖水都冇飲過~~ 又係度叫叫叫.....或者因為咁....叫損咗個喉嚨啦~~
咳咗出黎舒服晒，繼續專心用力推小小文出黎~~ 但點知用錯力，俾醫護人員兇我，話我再係咁亂黎的話.... 唔生啦，去開刀啦~~ 太危險啦!! 一聽到咁.... 立即怯一怯.... 痛咗咁耐才話去開刀，咪玩啦~~~ 努力找返度力先~~ 跟住又聽到醫護人員話小小文俾臍帶纏實，我又聽唔清楚纏住咩，所以用力一推..... 小小文就出咗黎啦~!! 係我 feel 到有舊野出咗黎的同時，我 feel 到個肚暖暖地..... 我果刻終於知道生仔係點架啦~~~
小小文於 2010年 10 月 14 日出世啦~~~~
2010年7月16日星期五
2010. 07 16 RESPECT
自問都唔係一個善男信女，但今次..... 真係火起~~!! 原本收工見到落雨都唔想坐電車呀啦，但係又唔想係落緊雨時行咁遠而沿途又係勁多人的地方，所以.....都係照坐~~!!
本來都相安無事架，去到銅鑼灣時仲突然大雨起上黎，有個好心的男人，雖然佢落車，但都幫手 close the window~!! then i said thanks to the guy~!! Cos i really get wet due to the tram moving and nobody have tention to close the window!!! After the man, Woman A sit down, and she try to open a little bit window, but outside is super HEAVY raining~~!!!! what is the result?? My bad and my body of right hand side is all wet!!! SHIT~!! I really want to open my umbella~! why i need to suffer due to Woman A open the window??? why??? I dont want being wet law~~!!!!!!!
cos im nearly get off the tram so i go downstair~~ what amazing stuff keep on happen~!! Im cleaning up my bag when im in lower deck~~ and Woman B is stand very closely to me. And due to my bag, she didn't saw im pregant woman. I said to her "i'm get off the tram too." "Just the tram move so I move, i didn't touch you~!" said by Women B. You didn't touch me??? You already step my toes~~!!!!! this mean u didn't touch me?? U didn't feel it doesnt mean the fact didn't happen!!!! I said " you step on my toes." "NO" said by Women B. Ok fine, i just want to keep on listen to my MP3 and hope u can shut your mouth!! so i didn't reply her~~!! but she keep on speaking~~~!!!! my temper was loss at that moment, ok fine, i said "SORRY!!" to her and then i keep on said "I dont really understand why i need to say sorry to someone who step my toes!!!!!!" "Cos I dont allow they step on my toes?"
this is not the end~! this is just the start~~!! the following conversation make me feel angry and not being respect!!
女人乙: "唔知係男人的話，唔知又會點呢?
我 (極度忍住把火): "我會大叫非禮!!"
女人乙: "仲以為你會撲埋去添~!!!" "我都係咁教我個女!"
這一刻的我...............極想大巴大巴咁打落去佢度~~~!!! what a shit talking???? and u said u teach ur daughter the same??? O REALLY~~!!! i can't imagine~~!!!!!! i really feel amazing!!!! u can said such words from your mouth, but u know to teach the normal reaction to ur daughter??? did u know what are u saying?? what fucking dame speaking you are???
Luckily the tram is arrived! I can get off and stop this shit conversation!!!! "O shit, what kind of ppl are?? U will teach ur daughter like this?? So amazing!!!! I can't believe law!! u know how to teach ur daughter, then I wish you GOOD LUCK~~!!!" said by me during i get off the tram and walking to the bridge.
i'm really really angry about this!! not due to being blame unreasonable, the most important is i'm not being respect!!! Even Woman A, i dont think she know how to respect others~!! nobody want to being wet. I understand the air is little when all the windows are closed. At least for me, I prefer less air rather than wet!!!! No need to say Women B!! I really want to ask her, did u know what is respect?? Ok, even im not respect you at the initial stage, but u dont need to said such words to me~!!
what is next generation? will they know RESPECT others?
本來都相安無事架，去到銅鑼灣時仲突然大雨起上黎，有個好心的男人，雖然佢落車，但都幫手 close the window~!! then i said thanks to the guy~!! Cos i really get wet due to the tram moving and nobody have tention to close the window!!! After the man, Woman A sit down, and she try to open a little bit window, but outside is super HEAVY raining~~!!!! what is the result?? My bad and my body of right hand side is all wet!!! SHIT~!! I really want to open my umbella~! why i need to suffer due to Woman A open the window??? why??? I dont want being wet law~~!!!!!!!
cos im nearly get off the tram so i go downstair~~ what amazing stuff keep on happen~!! Im cleaning up my bag when im in lower deck~~ and Woman B is stand very closely to me. And due to my bag, she didn't saw im pregant woman. I said to her "i'm get off the tram too." "Just the tram move so I move, i didn't touch you~!" said by Women B. You didn't touch me??? You already step my toes~~!!!!! this mean u didn't touch me?? U didn't feel it doesnt mean the fact didn't happen!!!! I said " you step on my toes." "NO" said by Women B. Ok fine, i just want to keep on listen to my MP3 and hope u can shut your mouth!! so i didn't reply her~~!! but she keep on speaking~~~!!!! my temper was loss at that moment, ok fine, i said "SORRY!!" to her and then i keep on said "I dont really understand why i need to say sorry to someone who step my toes!!!!!!" "Cos I dont allow they step on my toes?"
this is not the end~! this is just the start~~!! the following conversation make me feel angry and not being respect!!
女人乙: "唔知係男人的話，唔知又會點呢?
我 (極度忍住把火): "我會大叫非禮!!"
女人乙: "仲以為你會撲埋去添~!!!" "我都係咁教我個女!"
這一刻的我...............極想大巴大巴咁打落去佢度~~~!!! what a shit talking???? and u said u teach ur daughter the same??? O REALLY~~!!! i can't imagine~~!!!!!! i really feel amazing!!!! u can said such words from your mouth, but u know to teach the normal reaction to ur daughter??? did u know what are u saying?? what fucking dame speaking you are???
Luckily the tram is arrived! I can get off and stop this shit conversation!!!! "O shit, what kind of ppl are?? U will teach ur daughter like this?? So amazing!!!! I can't believe law!! u know how to teach ur daughter, then I wish you GOOD LUCK~~!!!" said by me during i get off the tram and walking to the bridge.
i'm really really angry about this!! not due to being blame unreasonable, the most important is i'm not being respect!!! Even Woman A, i dont think she know how to respect others~!! nobody want to being wet. I understand the air is little when all the windows are closed. At least for me, I prefer less air rather than wet!!!! No need to say Women B!! I really want to ask her, did u know what is respect?? Ok, even im not respect you at the initial stage, but u dont need to said such words to me~!!
what is next generation? will they know RESPECT others?
2010年6月9日星期三
2010.06.08 出生與死亡
人的出生就是死亡的倒數~
聽落好灰咁樣，但這個又係事實喎~~!!! 但係咪因為咁，人的一生就變得灰沉沉，一 d 都唔精彩呢?? 我又唔覺喎~~!! 我每日依然會努力咁為明天而生存，為達成目摽而努力生活~~ 咁樣做，我又係咪過緊一個消極的人生呢?? 其實由出死後，會好多人好避忌死亡這個好貼身的話題，大家都好避忌，唔知點解?! 或者唔想人哋覺得自己思想好灰暗掛~~!! 其實我覺得有勇氣面對這個題目的人才最勇敢~~ 佢的人生才會最精彩~~ 因為佢會用有限的時間去做 / 實現佢的夢想~~~
我心情好矛盾，係我肚入面有一個小生命將會係幾個月後來臨到這個世界，但同一時間，有一位親人每天在倒數，隨時都會離開~~ 小生命帶給我們開心、歡樂、希望，親人的離開帶給我們傷心、悲傷。兩種極端的心情在我內心到打交~~ 這個比起情緒病發更討厭，因為...........我控制唔到~~!!
以前我一直以為我會嬲你一世，甚至到你離去的時候，我唔會為你流一滴眼淚!!! 原來我錯了~~ 當我聽到他們這樣對你時，我反而覺得嬲!!! 係嬲!! 點解可以為咗 "錢" 唔妄顧你的性命?? 係佢哋眼中，你真係咁礙眼?? 真係連 "錢" 這 d 身外物都不如?? 如果 "錢" 可以為你減少痛苦，我願意俾~~!! 你已經九十幾歲了，要受的苦，我相信這十幾年你都受夠了~ 唔需要係這個時候再添加你的痛苦了!! 希望你一路好走，不要太痛苦!!
如果世界真的有時光機讓你重回，你會否仍是選擇同一條路??
聽落好灰咁樣，但這個又係事實喎~~!!! 但係咪因為咁，人的一生就變得灰沉沉，一 d 都唔精彩呢?? 我又唔覺喎~~!! 我每日依然會努力咁為明天而生存，為達成目摽而努力生活~~ 咁樣做，我又係咪過緊一個消極的人生呢?? 其實由出死後，會好多人好避忌死亡這個好貼身的話題，大家都好避忌，唔知點解?! 或者唔想人哋覺得自己思想好灰暗掛~~!! 其實我覺得有勇氣面對這個題目的人才最勇敢~~ 佢的人生才會最精彩~~ 因為佢會用有限的時間去做 / 實現佢的夢想~~~
我心情好矛盾，係我肚入面有一個小生命將會係幾個月後來臨到這個世界，但同一時間，有一位親人每天在倒數，隨時都會離開~~ 小生命帶給我們開心、歡樂、希望，親人的離開帶給我們傷心、悲傷。兩種極端的心情在我內心到打交~~ 這個比起情緒病發更討厭，因為...........我控制唔到~~!!
以前我一直以為我會嬲你一世，甚至到你離去的時候，我唔會為你流一滴眼淚!!! 原來我錯了~~ 當我聽到他們這樣對你時，我反而覺得嬲!!! 係嬲!! 點解可以為咗 "錢" 唔妄顧你的性命?? 係佢哋眼中，你真係咁礙眼?? 真係連 "錢" 這 d 身外物都不如?? 如果 "錢" 可以為你減少痛苦，我願意俾~~!! 你已經九十幾歲了，要受的苦，我相信這十幾年你都受夠了~ 唔需要係這個時候再添加你的痛苦了!! 希望你一路好走，不要太痛苦!!
如果世界真的有時光機讓你重回，你會否仍是選擇同一條路??
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